About
My work is founded on the search for nuance, and a desire for the questions to take precedence over the answers.
Recently, (and for the first time in my painting career), I have turned my attention to male bodies—painting men in my life and speaking with them about their experiences surrounding masculinity, insecurity, and the roles society expects of them. Also, I wanted to flip the script: to instead put male bodies in the canvas via the female gaze.
This dive into the topic of masculinity began for me at the confluence of: (1) feeling tired and bored of seeing predominantly female bodies in paintings, and (2) noticing my young son suddenly starting to exhibit traits considered archetypal male: a resistance toward crying or being seen as sensitive, and avoiding more “feminine” colors or activities. For over two years now I have been interviewing and painting men, which has for me, exposed a blaring gap with how much has been left out of the public narrative of gender inequality; men have money, power, and prestige, but they are often barred from intimate relationships, emotional honesty, and are saddled with a near constant pressure to prove their masculinity, often resulting in isolation and loneliness.
I’m asking what it means to “be a man” in America and discovering the myriad of ways that masculinity hurts men too.